"I can almost smell the change coming over me. It comes it tiny incriments, and manifests itself in such a manner that I can barely notice. It is only in times like this, when I am in quiet solitude and safe from the wanton clamouring of my court, that it seems so obvious. I can feel a tingling in my brain that whispers things that I should not think. Particularly concerning that brat of a princess. She irks me. Every time I come within fifteen paces of her, she trembles. I do not like trembling. It is a pathetic thing. So why then do I think of... [words are strangely burned here.]
There seems to be trouble in my court wherever I go, and my progeny are not assisting things in the slightest. They seem to enjoy bickering with their affianced, giving me migraines from afar as I collect the gossip and coalesce it into some kind of sense. These brats are fouling my nerves. If it were not for Vandhlandaleni's concoctions, I would never be able to be the soft-hearted man I am.
I am thankful for good Zith, who has provided me with a modicum of normalcy and a pang for the old days. Those days when I could swing a sword at what troubled me, and delight in dancing in the intestines. Those days are gone, now. I am strong, but I am so old. So very old. It makes me angry to see the youth, see them squander it, almost enough for me to want to hurt them.
Among the court issues today were the uncollected taxes of Halidon, the road making from Yysalv to Uhtrenom, and the troll incursion that threatened..."